Monday, December 21, 2009

Good Monday!

+ Singapore tomorrow. Yayh!
+ Penang on the 27th until 2nd January 2010. Yayhs!!
+ Classes on 4th January 2010. Woohoo!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

:)

+ I'm currently feeling alright and happy :)))))) Thank you so much.

+ I so can't wait to have dinner again with Edd tomorrow. It's been a while. We have until Thursday. Sob.

+ Maksu and the rest of her kids will be arriving at 11:50pm tomorrow, LCCT Terminal, from Brunei. I'll be accompanying mama to fetch them. Can't wait to meet u guys tomorrow! :)

+ You don't know how much i miss our good old times together. I need more time to spend with you.

+ It's already time for my baby ride to go for her first service. Tomorrow morning maybe, gotta wake up earrrly..goodnight!

Monday, December 14, 2009

rojak

hello people.

How was your weekend? how are you? what? ouh really? ok good. yeah whatever. Ouh yea, I'm proudly to announce that I'm officially Eiman Ahmad Zachary Bin Syuhaidi Fitri's godmother, on Thursday, 10th December 2009 at 3am something. Congratulations to the proud parents, i so cannot believe that you guys finally made it through. So happy for both of you :) Baby Afro Jr. already have loads of crazy godparents, how lucky you are little afro.

The next day was such an awesome day, quite a tiring one. But i had fun. Edd finally managed to drag himself to KL and bought me MxPx tickets (as a replacement to NUFAN's that we're supposed to go but didn't make it) Fetch him up at Puduraya Station, i forgot it was public holiday. Traffic jams, like shit. I meant serious shit. It was alright from Shah Alam until i reached KL, cars crawling and not moving, weather blazing hot and my armpits started to sweat even though the air conditioner was on. The crawling proceeds til i reached Puduraya. It was already 3pm, we had our late lunch at Carl's Junior One Utama Damansara. Going there from KL was another torment on the traffic. Met Rashid and went straight back to KL, One Cafe for MxPx. Never been there before and i thought it was some random hypermarkets. But it wasn't that bad, i enjoyed watching MxPx in front of me (Mike Herrera you're still hot), with a bf beside me. And i bought a tshirt, the same as Mike's which he wore during the show that night. And a photo snap with him too, finally! Heeee :D *smiling kerang busuk* . Edd went back to Penang on Saturday, the next day. I wish i could get the time paused but it keeps running fast and will never stop.

Today was nothing much, had bbq at home for dinner, with Aunty Norizam, Ned and Kak Sha and my family. Papa asked me a few questions which left me a deep confusion, i think i'm lost again. When will this end? When will they understand? I want to make them happy. Please don't worry too much dear parents. We're on our way. We're chasing our paths, the still unsolved paths. Patience, i told myself. What will happen? I don't know. I'm being soooooo patient and still trying my best. Random unwanted disturbance should not be applied or something might explode. Tebaaboo!! :D Might be seeing Edd for dinner tomorrow, wondering what time will he arrive. I might go visit Zureen and Eiman tomorrow, apart from house chores, since Kak Lea took leave for a month, i have nothing much to do after all, still on holidays. Ahh..It's 3:44am. Need to cleanse my face and off to bed. Goodnight everyone.






Wednesday, December 9, 2009

i've been given so many choices lately. choices and hints. i don't like hints. choices are good. but i can't choose! no, not yet for now. adoi~ why choices now? everything was about to get better, well i hope so, and now i'm starting to get confused again...argh. i won't say things are complicated, i can make it easy. i know i can. god, help me.

tick tock..tik tok...few more hours and the final exam results will be out!! Nervous!!

Finished downloading 500 Days of Summer. Gonna go watch and munch. Yay. Goodnight!

i'm wearing a yellow t-shirt

Semester break holiday is currently filled with lazying around at home, being mama's assistant, tagging myself along with the moms and aunties, babysitting aunty's little girls, last minute day out, eat-all-you-can-when-you're-down session, japanese drama and anime marathon. ouh. might be going to Singapore with my mum and brother and his fiance and her mum on the 22th until 24th December. Yay. Might get my advanced birthday gift in Singapore. Yay. Final exam results, course registration, Zureen's labour day and Izura's wedding will be before the Singapore trip. Nervous! Nadiah will be home for good after the Singapore trip. Yay. Class starts on January. Yay. Missing something and don't know what will happen. Anger! Stuck in a confused story of hatred and happiness. Anger! Heavenly delicious foods. Yay....

A few more days to reach the upcoming year. Resolutions? Too many. I've been thinking about these two: to be the good girl, even if it means being taken advantage of, or to be the selfish, i-don't-give-a-F-about-other-people attitude. I'll answer my own dumb questions, i'll just be myself. Being myself includes some elements from both dumb questions. Good luck to all of you with your resolutions, doesn't matter if you don't have one. Be yourself and it's never wrong to fix something for a good thing. Yay.

A neighbour told me that i think like a man. I can stare at a blank screen for 15 minutes and think nothing. I sometimes didn't realize that i've been staring at someone's face. They probably thought that i was stalking them. I'm sorry. I also tend to get confused easily. Easily as in what was that sh*t? A why without an answer, and i will continuously run the question in my head until i got disturbed by other stuffs. Do you get confused when you're mad? Then i'll get more confused for having to think which handbag should i throw first. Which teddy should i beat on the wall first? Which ice cream flavor should i eat first? Then it'll get worse. Don't understand me? Comprende? No comprende? It's ok. You don't have to :)

Why am i not sleepy yet. I should probably get myself disturbed with my just-finished-download cartoon series before i get more confused. Ouh yeah. I still couldn't find any inspirations for me to inspire them like i used to. Do i have to search for it or to just wait for it? Alright i'll just stop for now.